when you end up becoming close friends with your crush and you want to tell them you have a crush on them but then it would make your friendship weird so you end up bottling up your crush feelings and it ends up being awkward anyways because you’re just awkward in general

this probably makes no sense, sorry

i’m such an awkward fucking texter omg

WHAT IF MY CRUSH FOUND THIS BLOG
THEY WOULD FUCKIGN KNOW IT’S ME I’M FUCKING SCREWED 

FUCK

guess whose texting their big gay crush

my crush is the cutest cutie✨
they rock!💕

i still feel like a piece of shit for making them uncomfortable

but they also mentioned/vauged about me in a good way which make me happy ‘cause i wanna be a good friend and i’m glad that what i did made them happy

my crush mentioned me on their twitter an it’s because i made them uncomfortable 

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

(i’m so fucking sorry omg)